Thanks for your opinions...
But I just worry I won't be able to manage. I have lived on the island for several years, but I never had a baby before. When I was living alone it was easy. but how am I going to do the shopping alone in the city by myself when I have to take care of the baby...? My apartment on the island is so much nicer than the ones I have seen in the kowloon city. and I really wish I could stay on the island with my baby.....
And so sadly, before I read your messages, I have paid one month rent for a room in the city today. and it's not refunable.
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What should I do? I don't think I can afford to hire a helper. I have to take care of him by myself.